My parents get up for church in the morning as I stumble back to bed "sick". As They got ready I lay in bed thinking of how nice it will be to be able to smoke and not have to worry about anyone coming back here. (I don't want to get into great detail because I don't want anyone knowing who I am yet) but my parents would kick me out for sure if i got caught or if i smelled like this. I'm about 18. (again keeping as many details as i can out of this,). I just get done smokin a bowl of some possibly laced shit. Crouched under the compost bin, and my shed, I decide to get up. Thinking nothing of it I stand up and there is the sun bright as hell in my eyes (more than usual). I walk back into my house unreasonably paranoid and beyond control of myself. I hear a wrap on the door, a loud evil laugh, I walk out of my room and a chill goes down my spine. I look at this japanese fish teapot and it turns and shakes my vision. I was never able to have the interest in God that my parents did and I am not a very religious person... this is the last thing that I would normally do. I yell out "God if you really are out there please help me understand I've never known for sure." and I hear a voice "You are no more like your forefathers" I typed it in google.... ended up with ... Now my parents are very religious people and the few pages that I read through of this book explain my life somewhat. Later that day I found out that my neighbors saw me and they were talking about it on their porch.
About 18, lol. I think we all know what side of the 18 spectrum you're on. It probably wasn't laced. 99 percent of the time someone thinks it's laced, it isn't. Your mind just builds on these effects. I know that I've been really high before and semi-tripped.
listen man, honestly you dont know that what you heard came from God. it could easily come from any other spiritual source as a means to cause you despair or it could have just been your imagination, only you can know that. i would definitally not interpret this as God hating you though, if anything, he just wants you to be closer to him.
God hates no person. He wants everyone to seek him and seek him first. The greatest commandment is to love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your mind, and all your soul. Second to that is to love your neighbor. You are not condemned or hated by God. If you did have a spiritual experience, then He wants you to seek him. I do not know if this lifestyle is incompatible with God. I do know that no matter what, if you put Him first, you cannot lose. If you did hear God, think about this: the Creator of all things took the time to speak to you, out of 6 billion people on this planet. That doesn't sound like He regards you as insignificant.
Dude...if you see something supernatural just offer it a hit.. I was smoking up in the woods and saw Satan and Bigfoot hitting a bong and I jumped in the circle with them. Bigfoot had some good shit maaaan, We wer faded.