So I was chilling with my girl tonite hoping to have a fun night with her. So we were out getting some ice cream and she basically told me she is gonna leave me when she leaves for school in September. She said she wants to start fresh at school and doesnt think a distance relationship will work. First off she is only gonna be 45 mins away and she lives 30 mins away right now. Not much of a difference. So I was heated and as some of you might know is that im a recovering heroin addict. So I called my sponsor and he shed some light on the situation saying that I shouldnt stress the stuff I cant control. I need to make the decision tho to stay with her and enjoy the possible 4 months we have left or I need to leave her now. Idk what to do. Idk why she would leave me then. Why not now? Why not when I told you I was a heroin addict and crushed any trust you had in me? Why not stay with me when you leave and try to make it work and if it doesnt then it doesnt. Idk GC im confused. My mind is telling me to leave her now to save me the heartache but my heart wont let me do it. I guess Im coming on here to get some more advice. I aint gonna use over this shit tho. My sobriety means more to me than some girl that is gonna break my heart.