well guys, ive sorta been back into the oxycodone a bit lately as you know... kelly doesnt really care anymore, atleast not the way she used to, but she still doesnt want me doing it. and well, i really love the girl, so i think im going to take her advice. right now, this should be my last oxycodone high for a looooooong time. im not going to say ever, because i do like the stuff, i find it almost as enjoyable as weed, moreso depending on the circumstances, but shes right. i use it for the wrong reasons, and its just going to lead me down a bad path. im gonna miss the stuff, but i love my lil cutie, and id do anything to make her even just a bit happier. shes my number one prioritie. fortunately i wont have done enough often enough to have to deal with any withdrawal or anything like that. and on a lighter note, VALENTINES DAY IS COMING!! ooo, i think that may be the day i lose my virginity. its been a long wait, but soooooooooo worth it. you guys could not believe this girl, honestly, its like im dreaming when im with her. kellys a virgin too, so its going to be amazing. but shes has a lil "toy" of hers that she plays with now and then, so its not going to hurt her at all. anyways im gettin a bit personal here... I love all you guys! Smoke some weed for me tonight!