I just needed to get my thoughts off my chest. Me and my girlfriend have been off and on for 2 years now and she has recently given me the "weed or her" ultimatum. I decided to lie to her and hide it and it was a terribly stupid thing to do in retrospect. It's been a lingering issue for awhile now and I'm afraid the relationship is about over. Everything is awesome about this girl and I care about her a ton, but I never for a second believed I would give up weed for her. I'm 18 and weed has sparked my passion for learning and reading. I love to get stoned and read a book or just walk around in nature and enjoy being in the moment. Weed has made me incredibly motivated towards college and I plan on being a responsible/intellectual stoner for a long time to come. Just thought i could get some interesting feedback.