Fuck quitting as of now >.<

Discussion in 'Real Life Stories' started by SmokinGurl, Feb 19, 2009.

  1. I had quit because I need a job...well fuck it I just dont care anymore.
    Im depressed, my boyfriend and I broke up last night. :confused:[not the main reason im depressed, hes not my whole life]
    Im miserable. :(:(:(
    Ill just work in a shit-hole fast food joint and get minimal wage.:confused_2:
    Im so frustrated with how my lifes going that I just dont care anymore.
    I just wanna sit back and toke and think of better times.:smoking:
    So fuck it. I just wanna crawl under a fucking rock and lay there forever.
    Im upset, not suicidal, just extremely unhappy.
  2. 3 solemn tokes for you, hope things pikc themselves up!
  3. if your not happy, stop complaining and do something about it. no one is going to make your life better for you.
  4. cant u just go to a headshop and buy some stuff that cleans you up overnight for a drug test?
  5. Come on babe stay positive :) as i like to say:

    When one door of happiness closes,
    another opens;
    but often we look so long at the closed door
    that we do not see the one that has opened for us.

    Try taking up something new, a sport, something musical, something technical whatever it is just let it take your time off reality.
  6. Awww, things get better, Ive had to quit for a shitty job before too. But, at that job I met someone that helped me change into the person I am today :D There is always a yin and a yang, if lifes bad now, theres gotta be some good somewhere.
  7. I feel where you're coming from. I've stopped smoking for a while. Don't have a job. I'm not in school. I can't seem to get anything going.

    I refuse to smoke to cope though. I'm just involving myself in my passions. Though that is hard considering I'm an artist. I don't thrive off of the blues either so...

    Things will look up though. I'm telling you that as much as I'm telling myself.
  8. i work at one of those said fast food joints.
  9. #10 Wrecked, Feb 19, 2009
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    Do NOT quit. It seems like you are in need of smoking now than ever. Marijuana is great for helping people through hard times. It may not be a cure for the problem, but it will allow you to escape your horrible reality for a good time, and give you something to live for.

    I was and still am in a very similar situation... Depression is hard on me, but marijuana helps so much. I feel for you... Were both in the same situation. Its hard, and will only get harder, good luck coping with your pain, hope you feel better.
  10. Thats the worst advice I have ever heard.

    Do NOT use marijuana as a crutch. It will only weaken you in the end.
  11. If you absolutely MUST quit smoking, try and get some new interests.

    If you want to get "naturally" high, just eat extremely healthily, exercise, and take vitamins. Trust me on that, your physical health GREATLY affects your mood.
  12. I agree, but to some degree. If you in extreme emotional pain, smoking is better than dealing with it, atleast in my opinion. NO ONE should have to suffer like this girl.
  13. No dealing with your problems is the best way to handle it. You sir are very confused. If someone has social anxiety disorder would you suggest them to stay at home and smoke weed or go out and face their challenges? I would hope for the latter. Pain, depression, emotional stress, these are all things that people have to deal with. I've dealt with them and same for many people. If you handle it maturely you will have knowledge to grow upon, if you decide to hide from your problems then that is all you will have left in the end.

  14. http://forum.grasscity.com/seasoned-tokers/341838-pissing-employment-today.html

    I hope things get better.

  15. Do what you need to do to get yourself situated. Now is not the time to make rash decisions. You just got to sit down and think about whats most important to you or what makes you happy. If you need to quit or take a break for a job, go right ahead you can always start back up again if you want to. Life is definitely not always an easy thing, trust me I've been through plenty of bullshit, but just because things seems bad right now doesn't mean they won't improve. Well they won't if you don't do anything about it, so just figure out what needs to be done and start taking steps towards improving on where you're at in life.
  16. Well...I smoked a whole blunt to the face and 2 bowls with my best friend.:smoking:

    And I feel so much better. I went back to my hometown and hung out with my best friend I havent seen in a while.
    I got home earlier, checked my voicemail and scored a job interview. I checked my email and have several offers for a roommate.
    I got caught speeding today and got out of a ticket (13 over)
    So things are way better.:rolleyes:

    I coulda stayed clean and I know lifes not all that bad but pot really made me feel gradually better, and more hopeful about my situation. Im not high anymore but I feel way better about things still so it wasnt a fix, just a pick me up. Im pretty sure I need to get some therapy, and im not too proud to admit that.

    Thanks everybody for the good wishes.:)
  17. "life's a bitch and then you die, that's why we get high" -Nas

    If smoking makes you happy, well, that's all that really matters, isn't it?

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