Impractical Reality Fermented dissolution of warped memories Hope and trust nothing more than sedimentary Abused and re-used, cursed thy blackened sun Burning flames of sodom, in which I have become Hades amongst the will and grace Mournful cries, so deep in such a serene place Completeion, totality, all never true Silent torment amounts to all the due A debt for sorrow, interest of pain Let the vultures play their twisted game Forseen future, unlocked shrines Undoubtedly cruel in a hardship of times Conformity, refuse and deny, point of blasphemy Dishonoured and lost amongst a silent tragedy. Confinement within the self, a twsited shape Lost and dazed, left to feel out of place Strungout, thrashed and worn Reality and illusion, the barrier torn Disheartened excuses, explanations multiply Disharmony within a seemingless cry Exponential rejections, degenerate mind A probable consequence, unreality, one of a kind Blackened sun, dulled day A lost soul, confused, indulged, fading away Solitary Miscommunication Totality, a fierce remorse Let death seep in and work its course A definition which speaks no truth A horrificn manifestation, no absolute Astray runs my mind, limitless perception Blinded by fear and social rejection Upon the night I seek out the truth Enabling the continuation of live without you Exrapolated thoughts, an intrapolate condition Painlful mourning of secreted vision Misanthropy turns to extravagant gain No intuition of a life lived in vain Inhebriation of my lost hopes and dreams Crucifixtion as I am lost within my screams Slowly departing amongst my distorted conception Used and abused over lack of perception Visions embedded of a lifeless strain No more to lose, and nothing to gain Fear of entraptment for a lack of scornful dreams Outslide looking in at what the truth so obliviously seems Hole-riddled and never-more Withered down beyind the core Diseased my mind, fatlity is me Will I ever discover the truth and finally be me Never again, Your force-filled illusions to show, you feed off my pain, feed off my life.