my friend tried to kill himself yesterday. hes been goin threw alot of bs at home.i feel terrible,that dude is awesome,he cant just go and die like that. his family is treating him like shit,so he tried to OD on xany bars. the thing is,im the one who supplied them,i.i didnt know his intentions at all,i really didnt,if i would have known,i wouldnt have sold him the bars. i have no idea how much he took(sold him 2,gave him 2 free ones),or when he took them,but im assuming he ate them all,and i got a phone call from his brother(whom i chill with to) saying he found him lying on the floor of his room,hardly breathing.he tried to wake him up but he couldnt and his heartbeat was really faint.theres was also a half full bottle of brandi(E AND J is what we drink) with the cap off next to his comp. i feel like a total ass,shit just keep piling up,his brother knows he got the bars from me,but i swore up and down i didnt know shit.im glad he isnt mad at me. i just cant shake the feeling tho,that this is half my fault.shit. im smokin a B for him right now,you guys should too,and wish him a good recovery. edit:im going to see him soon.i just dont know how im going to react seeing him in the hospitol bed,its exact oppposite from last time.last time it was me in the bed and him looking over me.
ive done 8 bars with no tolerance.. so I doubt 4 would kill him.. even with drinking.. but thats fed up i hope a good recovery for your pal
Dont feel bad man. Well feel bad, but dont blame yourself. You supplied the pills sure, but you had no idea what he was going to do. That was all his responsibility. When people kill someone do they trace it back to where they bought the gun? No, cause the sole responsibilty lies in the person who is using it. Its sorry to hear about your friend. Hopefully he will be better soon and you can him some help.
Sorry to hear about your friend and I'll definetly smoke a bowl for him. Don't beat yourself up over it bro, you weren't aware of his intentions. Sending some positive energy to you both. peace