I saw your wall of text, and assumed you were gunna have a TL;DR, but you didn't. I'm sorry, I'm to high to read this and stay focused.
You aren't full of yourself. You try to portray it so much to us, because you want us to think it, when you actually think poorly of yourself. Think I'm lying? Look it up, you'll find multiple studies proving me right. You want change from your parents? You're 18, move the fuck out. My home life was destroying me, I got out the only way I knew how, joining the army. The thing is though, if you stay acting the same way, the same problems will follow you wherever you go.
Do you have any examples of your parents putting you down? Because what I got out of the story is that your parents are fine, and you're just a pussy. Seriously, your mom let you go out and have fun, and YOU call her back wanting to come home? Move the fuck out if your home life is so bad
i read half of it and scrolled down to the first comment. I almost pissed my pants laughing. I'm still Laughing
i would go to the doctor and ask for a psyche examine. other than that you're not god you're not better than anyone else. you're a human being just like everyone else not better no less. if you really think you're god look at this
For real man, Even though they make you feel like shit, they are your parents and you need to show respect to them, Afterall if it wasn't for them, you wouldn't have been able to type up this essay on grasscity! Breathe man!