Free Mushrooms!!!

I have a fat eighth of dried shrooms sittin on my nightstand. And they were free.
I've never done shrooms before but I'm p-u-m-p-e-d PUMPED!

Hahaha, I'm torn between eating the fuckers right now and waiting for another day where I can take them earlier. I'm thinking I'll eat em now, since I don't sleep much anyway.

We'll see. I'll decide by 1 (15 mins)

 

Shitty deal man. But still, it's just a car right? Something better will come along.



Ok, I'm doing it tonight. I just need to decide if I wanna take the whole eighth or not. I'm thinking yes (especially after seeing dozens of threads where people tell others to do an eighth the first time) but I'm a little paranoid that I'll make noise...

Aw fuck it, I've robotripped up here with my Dad asleep downstairs...I'll be fine. I'm gonna grind these things up and eat them with a butter tart. I'll post up when I start feeling something.

 

I think I'm feeling them...maybe? Stuff seems more detailed? I ate most of them right away...not sure why I set a gram or so aside but I did. Just kinda started munchin on them the last few minutes...gonna finish 'em off pretty quick here.

 

That's kinda what I was thinking...get a little bit of night in there and some morning time. I work nights so this was the best option... I'll head downstairs in a few hours and make some coffee and eggs and go sit on the deck in the (fucking freezing) prairie morning. I'm loving this idea.

I know they're working cause shit's.......I dunno. it's different. gonna keep eating though. No stragglers

 

Oh god everything is just freakin.......AAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

I can't really describe it, I'll catch myself laughing out loud at nothing and have to shut up cause my pops is sleeping...I'll be freaking out at everything feeling so new and incredible and all of a sudden I convince myself I'm normal for a moment.

The lights seem like they are fading in and out a little...like someone tweaking a dimmer switch but just a little, ya dig?

Why the fuck did I never eat mushrooms before? Hol-ly.

I'm still chewing on some!

I keep twitching out cause I'm just laying around my room. I need to go fucking do something. I can almost see why they reccomend you trip with a sitter the first time. I have a pretty good level of comfort with my own mind, so I'm glad I'm alone the first time to be honest. I can already tell this is going to be a hell of a night.
chew chew swallow, I went from casually munching on little broken stemmy bits to just devouring that last gram. meh, it was going down anyway but I kinda like the taste. not a terrible snack.

Fuck there is so much going through my head right now. I keep getting these chills, I shudder hard. It's like the trip is almost too much for me to process...I tried to just let it all go and roll with it but it was sooooooooo intense...
It's almost like, if I'm doing something it's just the side effects hitting me, but when I close my eyes and block everything out, I can focus on something beyond/behind all the other trippy patterns and shit. It's like a code. The secret of life staring me in the face, but when I stare too much and start to really try to focus and see what it is I get overwhelmed and snap out of it. Fuck this is nuts, my keyboard is all colourful.

 

It's an incredible feeling to come to a realisation like this. Seeing different shimmery greenish blue and red patterns on my keys intrigues me just as much as finally understanding my own insignificance when faced with the reasoning behind my very existance.

It is, quite simply, mad.

 

I'm beyond words. i'vetyped so much that i've already erased because it just doesn't

ahhh, it's like you get these waves of intensity...almost too much too take. it just rolls over you, and then as quickly as it was it is now gone.
in between waves there is simply a longing...as if there's something I can almost see, but it's just out of reach ya know? It's there, but I have no real grasp of what it is...only that it is.

I honestly don't think that can even begin to do justice to this feeling. writte language is simly inadequate.

 

I'm coming down now...I'm gonna take a nap then get some breakfast.