i just need to know like how much control i'll have over myself. like im planning on taking them at like 1:30ish at a park, and then i have to walk to the train station (15 minute walk or so) and get a train at 4:51. i'll have a sitter, hopefully until i actually get to the station but im just wondering like, will i be able to see that its like 4:30 and think "i should leave now so i dont miss the train" or like will i be able to give the guy money for my ticket and stuff or will i be confused and stumbling around? cause i'll be with a bunch of sober people on the train but i dont want them to have to deal with me like im a four year old or something.
you should be fine then. hopefully just a good body high, but you most likely wont be getting too many visuals. good way to start off though, i wouldn't worry about it especially if you will be with sober people.
Personally remembering my experience from the one time I did take them. I took about a gram and I wouldn't want to have to deal with anyone who wasnt a friend who knew what was up already until I had come down completely
My first time boomin' i took about 2g's and i was pretty gone... as long as your with sober people you should be fine though. You'll just be off in your own world. Good luck bro, have fun!