Just been in school, never see the end of the light except a shit ass job in the end and some fancy paper with words on, but w/e makes the financiers happy. Its finals week and im blazing through these finals fuck em
Don't do it. Manage your stress. Achieve. Get your finals done, and then chill on your breaks. 21st of December is coming, who knows, maybe you won't need a job to be successful afterwards, but for right now, you have a greater chance of "success" if you finish school.
You are realizing you are in a system that you cannot escape, and it is true. You can rebel against it, but it will make things much harder for you. It is a balancing game. The system on one scale, your individuality on the other scale. You need to find a happy balance in order to be "deemed successful" by our societies standards. If you are not eating right, and are not getting exercise, start. You will feel much better.
I havent ruined anything because it hurts to fail and I know what its like to be completely lost. Guess I better get back to the gym, but i got some things to do first : )