when im high, it feels like i am complete, a feeling that i am myself when im stoned. my hash ran out yesterday so i am sober today, quite a long time ago since i was completly sober, and it feels like i lost myself somewere n the only way to bring me back is to smoke a joint. when i get high again after being sober for a day or two it feels like im back to normal me again, a quite schocking feeling cuz its like "this is me" Does anyone else feel this way? that you're normal when you are high and not yourself when being sober?
if your smoking bud to feel normal i think you need to evaluate somethings. using it as a crutch (needing it to survive) aint cool
These kinds of comments always interest me...Why, exactly? I mean, people everyday use alcohol as a coping mechanism for whatever they're going through and that shit will kill you...Weed on the other hand is relatively benign in comparison. Fuck, I say use it as a crutch if that is what gets you through the day, beats using other shit. Unless of course there is a personal issue with it, then reevaluate the situation...But if it works for you, fuck everyone else.