This past weekend has been terrible. I feel as if my life has done a 180 Degree turn. Friday I lost my girlfriend of 7 months who I love dearly. So I got really messed up on xanax and then one of my friends stole 100$ from me. I hate my job, I hate where my life is right now. Everyone I thought I knew I guess I didn't, and the one person who could help me and I want to be with wants nothing to do with me. Im so hurt and upset it that im almost numb at this point. All I can do is keep marchin' on... I think It'll be best for me to stop doing any other drug than marijuana. I was thinkin of moving cross country, but at the same time thats a drastic change. Man.... Im gonna smoke a bowl.
Hey man I'm super sorry to hear that this has happened to you. It seems like life likes to throw all the curveballs at the same time, eh? It's so easy to think and think on matters of the heart and end up getting nowhere. Love and logic mix about as well as water and motor oil. I think you're definitely wise to cut out all the non-MJ drugs, heck you may even try going a week or so without MJ to see if it can help you to clear up your thoughts on the situation. The part about your friend really sucks. $100 is completely replaceable, but a good friendship isn't, and there's really no way to recover a friendship from that level of deceit. I think right now is probably a good time to make *some* changes in your life, but I would lay off any drastic ones like moving across the country. The young lady in your story is probably very confused herself. Hopefully in time the two of you will be able to come around to either a proper ending or a new beginning, but you're going to have to be prepared to accept whichever of the two ends up happening. All I can say is, turn to your family and your (real) friends. They will always be there for you in tough times and you will become closer to them by sharing with them. Keep us all posted, we're feelin' for ya man.
People are great at being munipulative...I think some peple actually try and achieve that with others. Like a test or a game to some. Sorry to hear about your girl. I think everyone goes through that hard break up one time or another. Just dont let it ruin your other relationships. Life was never meant to be easy. Remember when you was younger and people would tell you dont grow up. They were serious. this past weeknd has been hell for me also. So I can relate totally with you man. I been down for a few days now and cant seem to find myself to get back up. Just take it one day at a time bro. Good things come to those who wait. Sometimes..