so i'm going to amsterdam this sunday with a friend, and this whole silly situation is spoiling the excitement. my friends were at the pub last night, i decided not to go because a kid who robbed me when i was 18 (i'm 21 now) was at the pub. i decided not so much out of fear, but because i didn't want to be in that situation that i wouldn't go. anyway my friend who i'm going to dam with calls me up telling me to go down. he told me i should move past what happened and go anyway but i didn't want to. anyway he starts saying how i've let him down because he wants to see me but i won't go because of that guy. i dunno if he was drunk, or if he really meant it. i feel pretty bad, i hate confrontations. especially with the guy i'm going on holiday with in 6 days. it was my decision not to go because i wanted to avoid being in a situation with the guy that robbed me, not to mention i've never liked big alcohol involved social gatherings and he's very aware of that. dunno how to feel. but i feel sort of guilty. my friend who was with me when he called said i should've been pissed off because of the insensitivity my friend showed who should know me better.