This is a question that can not be answered and if you are reading this while being high prepare to be amused. So let me try to explain life and sheer existence for you. They say the big bang started the universe by some bang out of complete nothingness. But there is nothing to make any bang. There was always and forever complete and pure nothing. Meaning there was no thoughts, no existence, no molecules, no atoms, no particles, pure nothingness it wasn't black and white but nothing. So how did any of this happen? Is any of this even happening are we in nothingness still? Now here's maybe a possible answer that still doesn't answer the question. This pure nothingness gained self awareness of its own existence which is not there because nothing does not exist it is nothing. So after gaining this self awareness that nothing is nothing and that this nothing is all that there is but it cannot be all that there is because it is nothing it does not exist.So after this nothingness gained this self awareness of how it does not exist at all maybe this whole universe was formed to exist but there is only one problem there and that is that it does not exist at all because it is nothing. So we are for ever exisiting in nothingness yet we do not exist at all for we are nothing. Maybe a better word to explain what this nothingness is is simply no word at all. Now you can post your replies trying to prove me wrong but my mind is set on this theory of mine and no matter what you say to disprove my theory it will mean nothing to me. Maybe we will all return to nothingness in time but we won't know if we have returned to it for it is nothing to return to and also we cannot experience nothingness because nothing has no experience no time no nothing.