Ever happen to you?

Usually when I find a new connection, they have some weed that I have never tried.

Every time I tried a new type, the first few times would be soooo intense like it was my first time smoking but then after a few days I would question if I was indeed getting high.

Now I am an atheist, howerver, when I tried one type, which the dealer called Arizona Highs, I was at home and I packed a nice fat bowl. It was late december and kinda chilly outside (Florida) but inside it was warm. About five mins after smoking up, Im in bed and shaking uncontrollably.

I have two huge comforters on and a sheet but I feel like my insides are freezing. All of a sudden, I feel like this coldness is going to kill me. If this wasnt bad enough, I start freaking out because it starts talking to me saying I have denied god and now satan will consume me.

I was scared shitless for a few minutes until I finally got enough courage to get out of my covers and turn on the heater in my bathroom (I have a master bedroom and for some reason, it has a heater/vent built into the ceiling of the bathroom).

A little while later the cold leaves as if it has grown tired of torturing me. To this day, it was the darkest thing I have ever experienced next to my first few times smoking, which I would describe as extreme psychosis.

Has this ever happened to anyone??? It realy felt like soemthing was talking to me in my mind... or maybe I was totally blazed.

Later : )

 

That could be it because Im kinda screwed up mentally and smoking weed seems to make things worse.