Is ego death accomplishable for the long term with no drugs or meditation, other than marijuana? Are there any methods/experiences anyone has that would be beneficial/interesting? Also is it that hard to cope with society or get back into at least acting sort of normally. I'm pretty weird anyway so that's not my biggest concern. Fitting in isn't my biggest concern now haha. One last thing, I don't understand people who end up depressed after ego death because if their ego is truley dead why would they be so preoccupied with the sadness of not being able to fit in or whatever. Sorry if that last bits naive and thanks for any responses to this and sorry for long post haha just I am interested in this.