dxm will kill ur brain fa sho

well i been listenin to all kinda rehab counselors n cops n probation officers telling me how my use of dex would eventually lead to my death, never believed any of that shit, but i damn sure do after the last couple times i did dxm, last night bein the main one. i got home, n went to go pickup my friend from work n he suggests that we get some robo's. i think about it for about 15 minutes thinkin of all the positives n negatives (since i didnt do it for about 2 weeks prior to that) n then i jus said "ehh, fuck it i'll be home by the time it kicks in n wont have nuthin to worry about" so he downs 20 n i down my usual 40, which gives me a nice little buzz, kinda like that good medium i like to get to, n its wat i do all the time, n been doin for quite a long time. well we jus chill out waitin for em to kick in then go pickup this other kid. by this time i'm feelin pretty good n forget about all the "i'll be home before it kicks in n wont get in trouble" shit and we all go back to my house n try to get some buds, we get the buds, n then i gotta drive em both back home, n my dad checks me before i leave n knows i'm on sumthin but tells me get them home and get back. we smoke when we get to the first dudes house n i got strait fucked up. like a 1200mg trip fucked up (sumthing else my rehab counselor told me, when ur bout to jus totally fuck urself on a drug ur tolerance goes from way up back to way down), n i still gotta drop the 2nd dude off. i start drivin down the highway to come back to my house and pull over because it is just to hard to drive, was jus gonna say "fuck it, i'll call my dad and tell him i'm just not capable of driving" then i think of wat that would result in and say fuck it and decide to jus take some backroads. i been on this backroad hundreds of time and its not a way that requires alot of turns, jus go strait for awhile n make a left. well next thing i know i'm fuckin lost in some neighborhood i aint ever been in and dont know how the fuck i got there, dont remember nethin again n next thing u know i'm back on the highway again and in order to drive i have to concentrate, but whenever i concentrate i enter "the void" where everything seems like i'm in a K-hole and i cant judge distance between me and the car in front of me, so i decide to back up off the car in front of me n luckily i get home safe.. i spent the entire night in a state of delerium where i saw people that werent there that kept talking to me, hearing voices in my head, i saw "death" like u know, the black hooded guy wit the corn husker, grim reaper i suppose u could call it. n today my brain felt like mashed potatoes n i had a splitting headache all day, still do.


so just a warning to anybody who does dxm on my level, the shit will catchup to you, jus cuz there aint nuthin on the internet about long term effects doesnt mean it doesnt have extremely drastic ones.

peace

 

nah, i only took 600mg, which is my regular dose (if i take 300 i dont feel shit n nethin between it is jus like a buzz), but i could feel my brain feelin like it was all soggy n shit. i don worry bout comfortable trips to enjoy my trips haha, i enjoy my trip no matter wat, cuz u dont wig out on dxm like u might on acid or any actual hallucinogens.


really sucks dat i decided to give in and do it again, cuz now i aint allowed to drive n shit for awhile. sucks also dat i overdid it, cuz dxm was my favorite high n i cant get it anymore, it'd be like alot of you guys not bein able to smoke weed even one more time because theres a good chance of death. cuz dxm has never caused me to become extremely delerious like that before, so it kinda freaked me out. looks like my drug of choice will be weed for awhile til i find sumthin else i can get alot haha.... hmmm, amt was pretty kickass, i should buy like a oz of it.


edit: by the way it wasnt just a bad trip, i'm talkin like this shit is straitup killing me cuz of how much i've done total. i did coricidins on a daily basis (16-20 of em) for about 8 months, and been doin robo's ever since i got out the psych ward (found out about em when i saw a commercial when i was in there) n that was november of 2003 at doses between 40-100 on a mostly daily basis except for a few breaks for rehab n shit, only did 20 of em like most people do about 3 times total. also mixed coricidins n robo's at doses like 16 coricidins and 20-40 robo's, and also more recently 24 c's chugged down wit 2 bottles of max strength syrup. fuck, i did the shit so much dat i get actual physical withdrawl effects from it. effects include feeling sick in my head (hard to explain, kinda like the feeling u get when ur nauseated, only its in my brain) have weird rushing sensations when i'm walkin where it feels like i'm gonna passout n i dont feel my legs under me, and also i get these weird lil shock/twitch things that go in my face and down my arms into my hands, also i get extremely hungry, but cant eat anything, not sure how long it takes to detox, cuz i always ended up giving in to get the shit to go away because they jus keep gettin worse, takes a week to kick in and after that it gets worse n worse every day so i aint sure when it stops, went through 2 weeks of withdrawl before sayin fuck it n eatin some dex to get rid of em

 

hahahaha, dude, ur talkin to someone who put 35mg of 5-MeO-DMT in a pipe n smoked it all at once n also have gone on dmt smokin binges that consist of doin 20 hits each one larger then the last.... haha so bring on the money i'll take 6 hits for 20 bucks

 

coricidins is a no no, go wit robitussin gel caps in the white bottle