I think I need rehab for MJ. I'd rather spend 100 I don't have on middies than do my school work for FIVE MINUTES this has been going on for years pretty much since my first blunt at 11 and i'm 18 now i'm an ex tweaker, never went to rehab + sobered myself, but i've relapsed over 5 times since.. i never thought i'd say i need rehab, let alone for fucking weed.. but i can't be doing this and at the same time cannot help myself i'm completely helpless by myself - my anxiety and so many other things skyrocket after barely over a week sober, and the best way to get myself focused is to um. relapse.. because it all started when i was diagnosed with hardass ADD I don't loose my cool like this often, i kinda doubt i'll go through with it but omg i feel like i need to been drinking the last 2 days too.. idfk haalp :\