Tonight on HBO, there is a documentary called Dope Sick Love. My freinds aunt is in it. She is Michelle, so anyone interested in watching, its on at 9:30 EST. http://www.hbo.com/docs/programs/dopesicklove/index.html?ntrack_para1=feat_sec1_image
just watched it. interesting timing as Im comin down from a hard binge. sad that they got to the point where they have to stay high to not be so sick. I know kinda what theyre goin through, and its a fuckin dark place. meth's cool, but it can really control you in ways so subtle you cant realize. honestly, I think its better to not do it at all than do it, and have to quit. some things in life arent worth it. you can get way higher off of pot.
yea... thats so fuckin funny. lmao make a donation. if i was a chick, I would so run that scam. "is a graphic, captivating examination of the human need for love and escape - and the virtual impossibility of finding anything more than temporary relief through drugs." this statement kinda hit me hard. why do we feel the need to escape? and why does this drug inparticular make people feel like theyve escaped? It doesnt make you feel hazy, or make your problems less evident. It just takes the darkness of sobriety away. strange shit. strange people we are. its pretty fucked up that I just watched this, and am still walkin down the same path. their is only temporary relief, but its better than no relief.
shit like that makes me soo depressed after... I could barely finish requiem for a dream. It's deffinately due to real life experiences though...