Anybody else feel like sometimes you are standing there and you look around at everything feeling dense and unusual like you shouldn't be here? Sometimes I feel like life for me is nothing but a sad, lonely dream. I ask myself, when will I wakeup? When will things get better for me? I'm only 18 and out of high school, but I feel like everyone around me is finding a place where they "belong". Sometimes I look at the usual American, who works a dead-end job, coming home only to relax from society's debt, and I'm thinking to myself, I don't want to live a life like that. I personally feel like there is something wrong with the world. I find no joy in living a normal, everyday life. I'm not the suicidal, I hate everyone, type of person. If anyone is thinking that haha, but thinking this has made by motivation hit a rock bottom, and the best word to sum it up, is lonely, i guess? Maybe I just haven't found my reason for living? Feel free to share your opinions!