do you go through phases of only smoking indica

i sure do, sometimes my anxiety is so bad indica infact helps me stand up and function. i'd rather be in a lazy haze then feel like this. just sucks cause i only have 1 hit of indica weed and 2 gs of sativa banana cake, smoked indica through the past few days and today my anxiety was so high, if i wait like an hour or so after smoking i feel good enough to workout even, hope this isn't a placebo effect either and these weeds are actually different. i have been like this in the past at times too, like particularly this time the year too. i hate that energetic feeeling when i feel like this and i just want to feel "cooked out". and literally hate sativa