I've started to notice that sometimes I don't feel high after that magical moment. Maybe everything just starts to feel really lame in comparison to the heaven that I just felt; that's the only logical conclusion that I can come to
I only fap when high as I begin to tire out from my high, and usually to help have a nice nap or sleep Sometimes I will do it in full high, but, I dunno i just feel down and not as high when i do it Never tried it when im baked out of my mind strange how that happens I think it's just the sudden change of hormones, high, capillary dilation and blood flow changing the feeling