I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I feel like I care about people way to much and always end up getting fucked over with no fault of my own. When I say that I mean every girl I've tried to be friends with recently has shown interest in me when they should have known it wouldn't work out (dated my brother, I was seeing someone else, dated my best friend...) which fucked our friendship and then they stop talking to me. For the girls I actually would have wanted to be with, one, my best friend, that I was to scared to tell her how I feel about her tells me how much she likes me and that we'd be great together. Then all of a sudden changes her mind, says she isn't ready for a relationship and we should be friends, goes out with someone else and stops talking to me. Then I have this girl I went out with before but she broke up with me for being shy but still messaged me everyday, starts saying she loves me and wants to get back together, then when I ask her about it she says not now but in a month when we could see each other more and wants to talk the same way but she isn't talking to me as much and not in the same way. I've had so many friends come and go when it was convenient for them that its actually painful. I try to be as caring as possible (not invasive in the slightest I don't go after anyone I have my own life) and it's like people just take what they can and leave me. I've been trying to play this down and not think much of it for a year but honestly, you can only lose so many friends and ignore so many endings without closures for so long. I don't want to change who I am, I want to be able to trust and care about people instead of thinking people are fucked up and no one is worth it. I just can't understand why people can leave me so quickly as if their was nothing between us. At this point I barely even see anyone because they've pretty much all left me, just took whatever support, friendship, or love they needed and left. I know I'll meet new people when I go back to school in the fall or whatever but honestly, how can I expect anything to be different that it is now?