ok so alot of my fam. members have anxiety and i think i may have it aswell. almost every nite i lay in my bed and i cant help but think about death idk why. when i do i start freaking out and think about my parents dying and it freaks me the fuck out. and when i am in public i think that people are looking at me and talking about me and shit. when i am about to go to sleep i will take a couple bong hits until im chill and lay in da bed. then i will think on purpose to see how i react and i dont give a shit lol and when i smoke a fat blunt or take a couple bong hits i love walking around the mall or going to the store. is that anxiety, and if so if i moved to a mmj state do you think i could get a card?