up until 6 months ago i would hit it like 3 times daily. i was always the one who talked and laughed loudly. then i got on probation. for the past two weeks ive been smoking everyday. now, i never say anything. i kind of just sit. think and observe instead of talk. do any of you know what this means? or what it would be caused from?
i used to wack off 3 times a day too and it makes me loud and happy but the masturbation police arrested me and took me to masturbation court.... now when i masturbate i kinda just do it quietly.
Being through the "justice" system may have given you more things to ponder about, or generally changed your perspective.
What are you on probation for? was it herb related? If it was it was probably a pretty bad experience for you so maybe you associate smoking with those bad feelings now?
same thing happened to me, i find when this starts happening if i start smoking alone and go do shit while im high it brings the fun back but i cant go just sit around at a friends and smoke its gotten old just gotta change things up
i live with my paretns. they smoke with me. im a girl. i ot on probation for paraphenlia. i just feel like i have nothing that should be heard. like im more comfortable in my head. ive always been sort of outspoken and optimistic so when im not high im bubbly and shit. but when i am i say nothing. these last two weeks contain the least i have ever said in my life. its weird.
I'm almost always introverted, especially when high. Nothing wrong with it. In fact, I enjoy the ability to think about what i want to say and say it right the first time instead of spouting out whatever comes to mind.