so the other day i was smoking extremely fat. i cant really explain it but for about 15 minutes i became completely disconnected from my outside self. my mind was racing and i was trying not to trip about it too much because i was with two friends. i remember laying in a weird position and my friend laughed at me and i tried to explain why i was like that but completely failed. but my mind was thinkin what i wanted to say and sending the message but my mouth wouldnt say what i wanted. so then they just chilled and watched tv and i was just thinking. i started thinking about how other people feel at this moment and are they noticing how disconnected their inner and outter self are. and then i started thinking about how amazing it is that we as humans have a consience. other life may have a consience but its really humans who actually have mastered it and how sane it keeps us. we can say what our real self wants to say and somewhat vent those emotions. i dont know i cant really put in to words what i was thinking but thats the only time ive ever really had an experience like that where i was so deeply thinking while high.