I've been smoking for about a year now, and I havent had any problems with it up until these last few weeks. I was always happy while smoking and never had a bad time. But these last 3 times during this week, I'm happy for the first hour or two, but then when im still pretty baked but coming down to a buzz, I start to feel depressed. I Feel Completely lonely, and extremely bored. It feels like I need someone to hang out with or talk to, or else I feel like I'm going crazy. Then I start to feel really sad, and mad that I smoke. I live with my mom, dad, and brother and they dont want me doing it. That hasn't stopped me over the year, but now its hitting me. Also I get sad over remembering that my life was so different before I smoked. I never has these thoughts when i started or pretty much at all the whole year i was smoking. Now when I smoke, I keep telling my self I am gonna stop smoking because it makes me so depressed. I also tell myself I'm gonna spend more time with my family and be a better person. When i'm not high anymore though, I don't feel depressed anymore, and then I smoke again. Each time I do smoke, those feelings of sadness, loneliness, Anxiety, Claustrophobia, and other things come on strong. I dont know what to do since i used to love smoking and never had a problem, but these last three times have been horrible.