Hey blades, Alright, so usually I'm a loner. Have been for most of my life. I hate getting close(r) to people, whether it be family or other(friends, girlfriends, etc...) due to the fact that they ventually leave. Well today has broken a 3 year streak of standing strong, keeping to myself most of the time. Don't gt me wrong, I chill with friends on some weekends. Been visiting family I haven't seen in a while. So, I got one aunt I haven't seen in 4+ years because we live on opposite ends of he country. I'm not usually a family guy, but me and her spent most of this past weekend talking and laughing, bonding I guess. We all parted our ways and I went with some family to their place. She went with other family to their's. Now we both fly to out ends of the country on Tuesday, but I won't see her before. Probably won't see her for another 2-4 years. Anyways, we part and I'm just like "cool, that was fun", but now I'm feeling a bit sad/depressed because I miss her like I've missed very few people in my life. This is what I try to avoid by keeping to myself. Ive always been taught not to cry about anything, but like it hurts so Goddamn bad man. I guess my question is have any of you felt this bad after such a great time, whether with family or anyone? I should be happy I had the time. But I just feel like my life has been ripped apart. Sorry for the long post. GC is kind of my release place.
Cry if you want to man. Don't let anyone tell you that you can't. Instead of feeling depressed, sit back and smile as you think of the great conversations you had. Eventually you'll see her again, and by then you will have so much more to talk about. It'll be great. Keep your head up.
don't feel bad man "good things don't last forever" i interpret that as good things aren't meant to last forever that's what makes them good I always feel depression when leaving a happy place. Leaving for college, leaving college, leaving my family, leaving my girlfriends, leaving my best bros. Life moves on, you have to move with it, be happy you had the oppurtunity to even spend a little time with whoever sorry to sound sentimental but
If you feel that bad over knowing that you wont see her for a another 2-3 years your life gon hard as fuck later on.