definitely regret doin that one

las night was the scariest trip i've ever had.... induced by datura.

so neway i took 3/4 of a pod at 4 that werent fully mature and i waited about 2 hours and ate a fully mature half pod... i wasnt really feelin to much other than tired (the typical feeling of delerients such as benadryl and dramamine) so i went home and hopped online.... i was real tired so i decided to go to bed at around 9, but i couldnt sleep cuz i kept gettin itchy, so i was jus tossing and turning for about an hour then went and pissed... at around 11 i felt real sick but didnt want to puke cuz my dad washome, but finally i jus said fuck it and puked, after that i brought a bucket up by my bed incase i got anymore sick but i didnt throwup anymore after that. then all the delerium started kicking my ass, i thought i was at work (doing the same thing i did that day at work) and this dude kept disappearing n i knew that was typical... at that point in time i came back to reality at about 1230 and started praying that i wasnt going to die then i gotup and took another piss, all this kinda shit went on all night, and i pissed 6 times total, i was walking like hunter s. thompson on ether in fear and loathing in las vegas and kept having to drink cuz my mouth was so dry i couldnt swallow...

now ur prolly thinkin "wow that must suck" but the trip continues into the next day of work (today). so i got up to get ready for work and i noticed when picking up my doederant that i couldnt focus on anything unless it was further than an arms length away... so i went down my friends house to ride to work wit him and while i was sittin on his couch waiting for him, this pillow started to go into a strobe light effect and everytime the strobe went off the whole room litup... that i thought was kinda cool but wat happened next was jus kinda scary, a big army of clear spiders started to attack me, i could feel them crawling on my skin.... luckily it was time to leave so i got away from the spiders and drove to work, my eyes were still almost all red, barely any white and my pupils covered up the color in my eye... we left the shop to go out to the job site and on the way there i couldnt keep my eyes open cuz i would et shocked in my spine from any type of stimuli and if i closed em i would see a bright white light so i was afraid i'd die.... nothin to interesting happened after except the lil wholes in walls turned into spiders and were whiggling all around, and it was hard to swallow my water but by lunch i could eat and drink normally, and now its 520 and i still cant see strait...

so kids, if u wanna commit suicide and know wat it feels like to die without actually dieing do some datura, it puts u into pre death delerium.


edit: on the way to work i was listening to the radio but in the van but there wasnt even a radio in the van, i jus heard shit, theres another hallucination

 

i knew it wasnt gonna be a "high" but i jus wanted to see some shit like in the trip reports, such as blood drippin out of shit n all that, but instead i got people and spiders.

 

shit, the effects are starting to kick back in and i'm afraid to go to sleep, but i gotta wakeup for work tomorrow... hopefully i'm still alive by then...

 

haha the only times i couldnt piss on dex were the times i got sent to the hospital, and they gave me 1 chance to piss and since i couldnt pull it off in 10 minutes they jammed a catheter up my dick and made me keep it in all night, sucked real bad.

 

haha but my dick and tongue are still attached, so its all good, i'ma try to respect the shit tomorrow and not take a fuckin crazy dose like i did, and use it for shamanic purposes to try to find some shit out about watever, i guess i'll see.