What's up all, This last year I've been pretty depressed. My depression has been broght on by many years of low self esteem. I just about never smile anymore and I feel like breaking down a lot. I don't want meds or to see a professional about this and I never smoke when I'm down because I feel like it's the wrong vibe to be having while high. What do you guys do when you're feeling really, really down besides smoke a bowl? I think I want to start a diet and lose weight. That might make me feel better about myself.