10 i remember when i was only ten the world was open grass was green fireflies buzzing under the tree best friend please ten years later drugs jail and hate failure disappointment an insect can we go back? can we try again? can we have a second chance? i need to go back i need to try again i need a second chance please the truth is gone lies and deceipt crime sorrow a snake.
Mr. Lucino mr lucino, hello how are you? it's been so long don't you recall? you helped me to dive into my mind blue pool deep in thought images in front smearing is that your voice i'm hearing? on top the sound echoes as everything glows in my mind witches green face and grime black cauldron of slime a soup for the soul to get back in control mr lucino, why? i tried so hard i even prayed to god you know thats odd so why do you push this? do you need another kiss? before i slip off to your other world can you give me time to find a place to hide i need a place to hide i thought you were on my side please let me go you can i know and when you do i'll be waiting for you again
thanks guys. i got some more coming tonight or tomorrow im sure, as i hve recently purchased some unmentionables.
This Is Goodbye and here we are again on our way to Spain or is it hell? i find it hard to tell dig hard and find the gold thats already been sold into my mind that's gone i guess you could say i won won the turn of my brain sleep now i am strained forget the closing eye it only means goodbye see you later? no. goodbye. is it wrong that i want it? so wrong for me but so tempting in nature it's perfectly natural so why will no one understand? we both knew at first meet we could both feel the heat as the cold embrace of the night saying turn out the light and hide with delight with open eyes we're seen red and fucked and naked and stripped and fucked and torn ok, i'll see you later no. this is goodbye. this is goodbye. please listen and goodbye. we are both so shy. so why, why, why? fate too late too old and tired gone life wasted and over so young this is goodbye.
well hello my fair few audience members, i've been away from awhile. i guess you could say i was "getting my life back on track". yeah, thats the one. well....so much for that. anyways, here's some shit i wrote when i wasn't feeling so hot about myself. real lost in the deep sea small as small can be everything around me is my dying plea you cant see inside just run and hide swallow that pride, now be a goodboy be a good toy robots, sheep and pigs earth, green and twigs wake up now, it's time for reality enter the life of the city and try to witness what i pity the emptyness, the sadness the business, the falseness forgiveness for this sin i tell you we must sing away praise the lord you must do this pretend to feel his kiss we can see you this is not what you do for the true power taste what is sour the horror, the evil you will feel real feel real real
Mushrooms through the colors i swim wanting only to win the time i was ten because way back then everything was done everything was fun psycle through art and lash through closed eyes break through the closed minds eat just a tiny bit for your mind to be lit and follow my train on your slow wheel again take me to Spain swirling twos enter my glass swirling a little too fast and pulling my right down with all its might step upward to go toward common fashion is bored do you see what i'm looking for? no? look a little more. see what my mind wore see how it tore double yous and waves melt to one sign don't wait for your fate
Random feel the music pulling me up images i dont know that seem so familiar i know why the colors in my head show get caught up in the beat i feel all of the heat it's coming from the phones trying to reach home home is my ear let me hear my sound a million miles an hour not with it and a life sour carry me onyour plane so i can realease this pain circling in my thought i know i need to rot get it out of my head circles stuck in a loop no matter how much i hope i know the slug in my throat after another lifetime or so the slug will finally go but right now at this time it is here to stay and hard to fight i dont know what's right you have seen my worst night i am on the flight to you to end this
A Love Poem? please, do not flee tonight. do you know what you mean to me? you are my angel flight guiding me through the night so i can live another day and try to find another way to fight for this love gotta fight for what you love you cant tell me this feels right it doesnt have to be a constant fight lasting all through the night... just try to feel the way i feel because i want to feel real do you remember the time... that i committed that crime? it haunts me every day blackens my heart and darkens my view and eats my inside. and this is how i hide, now that we dont glide into the stars... in one of our cars planning for the future and listening to the radio. not caring where we go. as long as we are together... we can go wherever.
Man means to esteem beams of light I love you yet hardly love me. She aims to please. love her by suicidal means deep, I wallow deeper, sink deepest brink.
everything is blurry i feel like someting new i feel like finally i'm here it has happened do you know how long i've waited? the bottom of my existence has tipped over and spoken directly to my soul and told me i'm done so stop this shit now or you're done for this is the last time i'm not looking anymore do what you please is all you say close the door to my future completely fucked gone not coming back you'll never see me again i have to go away i have to live life and not be a sheep be everyone that i've ever met a suit? a tie? being a lie? i'm sorry i can't do it anymore accept me for who i am or walk away thanks, fam fuck you i am grown i have a mind of the best fucking kind go away devil and spirits keeping me in check sometimes but you fail because you dont know me the way you think you do no one does a secret gone but never revealed my own. i must say goodbye to go on
row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream, merrily merrily merrily merrily, life is but... a dream
War Time has come to throw on the bucket a thousand have died in a grave of a mirror overlooked overwhelming support don't question it you're only a pawn or a knight? or a queen? or the king? a futile game the lines I've seen between If anyone can interpret this, I will be impressed