All my life I wanted to go to college so I could get a good job and not have to strugle to make a living. Well the time came for me to apply to college. I found a college I really liked (Johnson & Wales RI campass for those who want to know) and I applied to it. A little while later I got a letter letting my know I got in. Now I was pretty happy about this time. I got into the first college I applied to and it was the one I wanted to go to. Now my problems start. First my whole flamily starts bitching at my about going to a college out of state and I can't get them to understand that there are no colleges in this shithole of a state that I like. Now it's time for problem two. My 'rents all ways said they would help me pay for college, but now there not going to be able to. It's going to be $101,000 just for tution and living on campass. Thats not including all the other stuff I'd have to pay for. I can't get enought in finical aid to pay for it. I'd still owe about 70,000 (best case). Theres no way I can afford that. So what does that mean? I get to go to a shitty tech school, get a shitty degree, and get a shitty job and strugle to make a living. Hello and welcome to the rest of my fucking life. Goddamnit I need to toke up and I'm dry. I feel a little better now that I've ranted a little. Sorry about ranting like that though. It just pisses me off really badly.