long post, involves heroin so if ur gonna hate then skip this thread and go to the next, theres no questions asked to be answered, i just needed to get the shit off my chest i had a bad weekend, it was good, but bad in the sense that i went on a serious type drug binge, on friday i ate two 25mcg fentanyl patches i picked up a brick of heroin n i got shorted n overpriced... so i couldnt dispose of them for a reasonable trade, so i had all this fuckin dope in my posession n i couldnt get rid of it, and i have needles so friday night i shot 2 bags n was so incredibly fucked up, i puked probably 5 or 6 times, wokeup saturday feeling like shit, determined i wasnt going to do any bags, n i didnt for awhile because i was with my girlfriend and she dont like me doing them, then i found acid, bought a 10 strip, and ate 3 hits, my girlfriend wanted to eat acid to but she was scared because she was worried that she would just be thinking about it the whole time she would be waiting for it to hit her, so i suggested she do a little bit of a bag to mellow her out (she wanted to try it in the first place, so i idnt corrupt her if ur thinkin that) n she did a little bit less than a quarter one (sniffed it) and i did the rest of that bag because since she did it it was like i had to do it to so i'd be on it with her, and then we tripped n got a hotel room n shit for a few hours, and i went home and couldnt go to sleep but i made sure i left my spoon out in my car so i wouldnt do any, and i was lookin around for anything to mix shit up in but i couldnt find it so i just gaveup n laid in bed... then today i wokeup and the first fuckin thing i thought was to do a bag n it worried me and i promised myself i wasnt going to do one but i ended up doing one a few hours later, n while i did it all i could think is how i shouldnt be doing it, then i went out for the day n when i came home i shot 3 more, i feel like i've lost my will power over becoming addicted to shit, it wont be a problem when i'm out of the bags but i still have 9 left n i know if i dont get rid of em i'm gonna keep doin em and i dont want to get dope sick.. but i dont want to just flush them or whatever because i want to get as much of my money back as i can i dont know what the point of this was, i just havent told anyone and i needed to get it off my chest proceed to hate on me for what i did, but i needed to tell someone
If you really don't want to do the H, hook someone up and lose a little bit of money. It's better than going against your will and shooting up, and better than flushing it and getting back none of your $$ good luck with shit, neg. -nick
Harsh times man. It shouldn't be anyones place to hate on you. Only thing i can say is stay in control of yourself. Though I'm sure you already know that.
Just get rid of what you have and lose some money, or flush it. It sounds like you really dont wanna do it, so if you shoot up you probably wont enjoy it as much becasue as you said all you could think about is that you didn't wanna do it before. It'll be just as much of a waste of money if you shoot up and hate it then if you flush it, but it'll be easier on your body and you'll be less likely to get dope sick. Good luck man.
I'm hijackin ya thread. Ill read what ya wrote tommrow. ** Ive done drank 3 40's of OE. And 3 beers of natty ice. Fuckin wrecked. Been smokin but ill smoke then soon as i start drankin again i lose the herb buzz so finish the 40/beer and then smoke more and continue. Bein crunk as fuck since i got a very sober week ahead. Watchin Intervention. Love this show. **
yeah man just flip the bags and make some cash and get some weed. anyways the only highlight of my weekend was that i got a 40 for the first time in months and got really drunk.
like zergrush said. never tried it personally but i cant even stomach oxy. and the weekends arent the same without football, dont get me wrong hockey and basketball are sweet but sundays arent the same. stay safe neg
Sorry Neg, But get ya fuckin mind straight. I feel like a doper jus gettin drunk and smokin herb all night. That shits jus fucked up for you and continuing it and you wont have a future. Seen it happen to many times so i know better. Fuck dude, Watch out.
I've realised something. I hate you Neg, I really do. Why? Because you remind me, Of myself. I was real heavy into drugs at once. Id be poppin mad xanys and snortin xanys while snortin coke and snortin speed and drankin beer and drankin vodka and smokin herb all while its before noon and id been up for a couple hours. Passed out drunk in the middle of the street by 2-3 in the afternoon. Jus fuckin losin control. I hate being a drug addict. I quit all the dumb shit. I still drank and smoke too much and still feel like a worthless drug addict. I want to quit, But i want to do drugs more then wanting to quit. Being a drug addict sucks. We need to come up and overcome.
Damn man. I'd say flush that shit. Don't sell it and let some other fool ruin his life. and stay off that shit, it will fucking kill you.
my uncles a heroin addict, been in and out of prison since 18, it's one helluva drug. so watch yourself man, ive seen what it does to people.
well ive personally seen what heroin can do to people.... my aunt, went from a perfectly normal very succesfull person to a terrible person that would do anything she could to get drug money including: stealing from family, her daughters school fundraisers, bouncing check, and i dont even know what else she eventually was caught and sevred aboiut 2 years in prison and let me tell u that shes a WHOLE different person now 1st of all she is now a lesbian(not that theres anything wrong with that, its just a personal choice) 2nd her body is covered with tons of ghetto prison tattoos, what do u think people notice when she goes for a job interview? 3rd her face, its is for the most part thrashed. completely scarred everywhere, i know if i was a little kid it would scare me. bottom line, shit like that makes u do crazy things that u never normally would do, whether u realize it or not. definately NOT worth it, flush it
eewww dirty druggys grass city doesnt any dirty H and shit like that, stickly herb here. thats mest up shit H fuck i hate drugies JOKE .....NOT .... do what u want to do i guess
Like you said before, you have a handle on your heroin experiences, so you shouldn't need to tell us anything about your weekend.... Ive seen many people say the same thing, then end up in the gutter, but what the fuck do I know right? Stay safe neg.
go out to some of the worst neighborhoods in your area and hand the bags to the fiends(the ones who look like they relly need it) it would prolly make there day or just invite a 3 or 4 other dopeheads over and have a lil dope party just kill the bags with them what ever you do dont OD
mission accomplished, got rid of em n got my money back..... thank god, if not i was jus gonna give em to my neighbor to hold til i had someone to give them to cuz he dont fuck with nothin but weed