so lately my tolerance has been so high that i just dont get high enough to enjoy it as much as i used to, smoking became more of a habit than a conscious decision, sometimse i'd sit on my computer with my stash tin in front of me for 45 minutes or so before i realised i might aswell toke up. so here the plan (and background story): on 4/20 i toked up at 4.20am, double the 420 fun i took my dog out in the fields and toked up out there, almost exhausting what little weed i had left. while walkin baked out in the country i decided it was the time everyone dreads, time for a tolerance break. later at night i saw it was 11:57 and thought it wud be cool to finish my weed before 4/20 ended so grabbed my weed and finished it off packing one last bowl, put on some chillin music and toked up, finishing the bowl off just before the date turned. NOW, usually after finishin off my herb i'd call my dealer the next day and go pick up, this time i didn't, i was tempted, the day after 4/20 sucked, my first day clean. i kept tossing it over in my mind wether to call him or not, in the end i didn't. the next day was a little easier and now, april 24th, 2:30 AM i still havent toked. it would be so cool to stay clean for a MONTH, just thinking of the feeling of smoking that first bowl after that long, how fucked i'd be, it would be amazing. But at the same time, a month? a fucking month, 4 weeks, 30ish days, thats a long time for me not to smoke in, i have fridays off college and usually toke on them, i cant think how its gonna be sat there for friday and the weekend without being able to toke. it'll give me time to get my shit together, catch up on any work i have to do and just see how life goes for the month, i've eaten alot less junk food since stopping cuz of no munchies so i can see the positive effects, but man, its a long time to voluntaryily stop for knowing im just a phone call away and the only thing stopping me is my will power. So thats basically it, i will avoid the city i love for the month, or untill i give in, else its just gonna make it harder. hopefully the next post you see from me, i will be very mashed on some fine bud with no tolerance in a months time...i guess we'll see, wish me luck, goodbye for now, friends.