Hey guys, Spaz here. So as many of you know, I leave for bootcamp october 2nd, So sobriety and I have gotten well aquainted. A few of you also know that my dream girl came into my life a few months ago, and I never told her how I felt. Fast foward to about 9pm. Her, B( my best friend's GF) and a friend E pick up a gram of blow. It's out of your system pretty rapidly, so I was down. Her and I were talking, and she brought up ( after her first line) how B told her I liked her. So I figured that was the time, I might as well say something. I get rejected, I got a gram of blow sitting there. So, I explain it, and out of nowhere, we Embrace. It was the most passionate, most love filled kiss I've ever experienced. Things with her boyfriend aren't going well, and she's planning on leaving him very soon. The whole night was us, together. Not sex, but the most amazing making-out, embracing eachother. I'm still up from last night, and could go for another gram... which is bad. But, I've never been so happy in my life, and I'm sober now. I have no worries in the world, just complete love and happiness for life. I'm just so happy, I had to share it with GC
Haha thanks man. Im just starting to crash now, And feel the effects of tiredness... But Im still restless. One of the drawbacks of this wonderful drug.
i always hated that about blow...i would buy off my boss friday, and monday when i came in i was halfway coked out, halfway wishing i went to sleep...
Haha yeh, Even when you want to sleep, you can't. I literally thought of probally EVERYTHING last night. From aardvarks to the fucking giant marshmellow man from ghostbusters.
I LOVE coke man, if you smoke about an hour and a half after your last lines you will get fucked up and basically trip.
sex on coke is hard, you will most likely last until you start to crash and it would be weird as hell
Haha yeh. I wasn't really thinking about sex. The feeling of " Wow, I'm the luckiest guy in the world" prevailed than " I wanna bang her". Cause, I've always seen her as more than a hookup. So much more than that. Oh, and I'm STILL up.
I have learned from experience to avoid women already in relationships, no matter how great it seems.
I normally would too dude. But when It's someone I care more about than ANYTHING else, and her current boyfriend treats her like shit... My dad gave me the same advice, haha. He was like, Girls in relationships are bad news dog. We'll see how it goes.
I felt the same way, but things didnt work out, things just always come back and take a bite out of my ass.
Good luck, Spaz. Usually I agree with Muscles over here, but you're a big boy and you can do what you want.