I wanted to see who else had the same experience. When I was a kid back 10 years ago I used to get beat many times. My parents hated me every day they would tell me to leave and never come back but I was a scared kid so I never did leave. At an early age I started smoking weird to cope with the pain. Mary Jane has always been there for me. I never had too many friends either so it was only me in a cruel environment. Has anyone else had this same experience as a kid.