when I was little I thought man fuck these adults thinking theyre better than me and shit, when i get to that age I'll remember being like this and I wont be such a dick. but then i got older and now it feels like ive had two lives already. sometime the child one dissapeared and the feeling that reality is very strange crept in and then didnt go away. i dont remember when this happened but all i know is that things arent simple for me anymore. being a human and having a moral mind used to be natural to me but all i see now is a bunch of organisms on a planet and reality trips me out on the regular instead of seeming remotely normal. it makes it hard for me to converse with others because i dont seem to be on the same human wavelength anymore. like how we are absorbed in the shit we do and it fills our lives with something but I dont have that anymore. life just trips me out. i know im the one that changed but i cant remember who i was well enough to relate back to that. anyone feel similar?
I sacrificed my childhood to become a God...Trust me when I say there is probably not another person alive who looks at this World the same as I do. That's the beauty of diversity, embrace it.
I had a really bad experience on 4 tabs of an unmentionable(cops showed up, beat me up I was placed in e.r.) people who were helping me thought it would be a good idea to tell me I could die. and watched myself die and now Im always questioning whether reality is real or not.. things like what if I am dead and my concious mind developed all these false people and ideas. its really strange. sometimes I feel as if though Im on the verge of losing my sanity Sent from my SCH-I535 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Amen for that. I feel bad for nowaday kids. The shows of my childhood sponge Bob and shit are classic. Speaking of sponge Bob, YouTube sponge bong hemp pants while high. If you don't geek out... You be smoking schwag Haha Sent from my HTC One using Grasscity Forum mobile app
Lmao i have this same feeling after my first time on whatcha talking bout. I really felt like i was in my own universe and i died.. and came back to my own imaginary reality, that im thinking what would of happened. before my life was sorta normal.. now My life is strange.. Sent from my ZTE V768 using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I'm like this too my man ! Life is trippy as fuck. Most people are walking zombies who spend the majority of their life in a fluorescent lit cubical, and never give it a second thought. My personality has changed and think much differently nowadays. I have trouble conversing too unless it's with a close friend. But with strangers? My mind is just like Fuck small talk. All my responses are fake and short. As for my childhood, I remember it very well ( well it was only a 10-15 years ago ) and I enjoyed most of it.
childhood was the only time in life where i felt happy and functional, but slowly the memories are just blurring, fading, skipping and glitching kind of like this http://youtu.be/dvn-yt2XNI8
i'm the same, but i can't find too many like minded people. i live in south east england, and wish there were more people who shared my mindset. if there were, i'd have hella conversations and jokes everytime!
A fair amount of my early childhood is long forgotten in the depths of my memory. Good ridance. Ignorance is not bliss, it's ignorance.