..Come and spread ya arms, if you really need a hug.. To the thread.. Oh, man. I'm nostolging haaard. So, here lately, I've been getting out of the house a -little- more.. Not MUCH more than usual, I still spend most of my days in the house, but I somewhat feel like things are looking up. In fact, after I type this up I'm gonna go purchase me a black. But, here's my question - After four years of being secluded, other than the few threats I get from the few specific people, do you guys think I have anything to worry about? I feel like my paranoia is in layers, the outer most layer being my fear and the inner mostl ayer being the anxiety.. I feel like every time I try to solve it, I just revert back to my room; but I'm finally seeing the light and I just need to know what you guys think? My friend who is also a member of GC said to me, "I go to a lot of parties and hang out with a lot of people and I don't really see any one who is worried about you." Is it really all in my head? I could really use a blunt right now. I might get hooked up with some bud soon that I might flip so I can have some free weed... Win/win for both parties. Thoughts, GC? Cheers, and stay high. -PaB (Maybe one day I'll just be StonedAtBest.. I wonder.. when that happens, is it possible to change your name on GC for good reason?)
You're gonna be just fine. Getting out of the house is a good thing. I think you have friends at GC and I think you should have nothing to fear. Take care. You are doing a great job!
didn't read your post... can't stop thinkin of tribe now. gonna go listen to the low end theory and get it out of my head. thanks
No, you'll be fine. Really. And this is coming from someone who read your story. You'll be okay. Just take it slow like you've been doing. Baby steps, brother [quote name='"lbs"']Yes you can [/quote] My exact response in my head
oh...and you are too paranoid. get out there bro! if you live life worrying about the rainy days all the time you'll miss the sunny ones nahmean
Thanks. I really really appreciate it. I have friends on GC, that I do. I've been feeling a lot positive vibes from life lately.. Soooo true, man! Hahahah. Any time! Listen to 2pac - All Eyez on Me next! Well, I'm gone. One small step for man, one GIANT leap for man kind! XD Sooooo true.
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You should try to get yourself out from the fear which you have in your mind and try to go for it. I am sure the results will be in your favor.
When I saw this thread I thought you would post a picture of an infant or a lapdog, and we could all laugh about kicking those and similar yelpy creatures. Not gonna lie, a little disappointed.... JK, good on ya! Stick to groups of close friends who got your back and all will be well.
Ok i can understand where your coming from... I used to be sort of like you, but on a smaller scale, and less time. went about a year with no major social interaction and lately ive started to socialize a little bit more. Something i read on here i found quite useful "Being social is like a pendelum. once you start going somewhere you get momentum" if that makes any sense to you.
[quote name='"catfish swiming"'] Ok i can understand where your coming from... I used to be sort of like you, but on a smaller scale, and less time. went about a year with no major social interaction and lately ive started to socialize a little bit more. Something i read on here i found quite useful "Being social is like a pendelum. once you start going somewhere you get momentum" if that makes any sense to you.[/quote] That's a great analogy! I like that a lot. And its very true. Especially in your situation P.A.B., and when you move to new places etc.