I honestly don't know how to feel. Maybe it's for the better? I do think of our past memories throughout these past two years. Shit is crazy...:/
This is true, although theres too many stances you can take upon my situation. I can make myself feel good or bad about this. The good direction may resort myself in denial further down the road.
This reminds me of: I dreamed you had left my side No warmth, not even pride remained And even though you needed me It was clear that I could not do a thing for you Now life devalues day by day As friends and neighbors turn away And there's a change that, even with regret, cannot be undone Now frontiers shift like desert sands While nations wash their bloodied hands Of loyalty, of history, in shades of grey I woke to the sound of drums The music played, the morning sun streamed in I turned and I looked at you And all but the bitter residues slipped away...slipped away
She's fucking someone else. [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2vV_L7OQtU0]Owner Of a Lonely Heart - Yes (HQ Audio) - YouTube[/ame]
[quote name='"Bananarama"']This reminds me of: I dreamed you had left my side No warmth, not even pride remained And even though you needed me It was clear that I could not do a thing for you Now life devalues day by day As friends and neighbors turn away And there's a change that, even with regret, cannot be undone Now frontiers shift like desert sands While nations wash their bloodied hands Of loyalty, of history, in shades of grey I woke to the sound of drums The music played, the morning sun streamed in I turned and I looked at you And all but the bitter residues slipped away...slipped away[/quote] ^ that almost gave me a huge anxiety attack!
that sucks bro gotta light a bowl and move on besides fuck her if she's just gonna bail on you when you're not looking better to have it done and done than to find that shit out much later sorry to hear about it though hope you land a fine piece of ass to help forget
at least you guys didnt have a kid or got married together, in a way this is a blessing in disguise bro. youll get better in time, start moving forward and get strong. turn yourself into someone amazing, be the best you can be and make her rue the day she walked out without saying anything. youll probably hear from her in the future, be ready for it and kill her with kindness. you arent alone, stay strong bro!
Definitely not fucking someone else, I know for a fact, but...she accused me of that in the end. Although her and I both have done many wrongs in the past. Oh, and I think she's on craigslist now with DTF postings. LOL! She texted me once, but I never answered. I feel bad about it for 10-20 minutes every few hours, although I should be good. Thanks for the support!
Try not to lose sleep/appetite over it. The girl I thought loved me seriously fucked me over. I learned she was fucking different dudes during the period she "loved me." I'm still feeling really shitty about it.
It sucks, I know the feeling. Still working through my shit after that 6 year train wreck of a "so-called" relationship.. Started breaking up a year and a half ago, only completely finished 6 months ago. But fuck bro, I know it doesn't feel like it, but the worlds your oyster now. You can do whatever you want whenever you want. Fuck women. Both literally and figuratively. Try not to focus on getting a girl and just have fun. I somehow forgot how to do that somewhere in the mess. Blah.. I'm rambling. Need sleep. Kinda xurious about the background too though Stand tough bro! Peace