So we don't have much money not somewhere I can grow at the moment. A bag is $400 here My partner has swapped my bus for 5 ounces. 1 half a week. We have to buy another half bag to sustain his smoking. It's a tough time right now we can't be smoking all day as much as we want to. I don't I make sure it lasts but the problem is he smokes through my half aswell then denies it and tells me his the one that gets the weed and works it all out and I have nothing to worry about but I'm sick of going without I just want my half of the half bag but he makes such a big deal out of it smokes all the good buds first. Like we just got a half yesterday there's 5grams left for 5 days. Those 5grams will be gone tonight then I'm back looking for my next high I don't want to fucking live like this when I was on my own I'd make sure my shit lasted. I ask and I ask to half it when it comes but he is just a deadset cunt. We have 2 kids together I just hate him stuck in the middle of nowhere with a big scary man I fucking dislike so much
yes my boyfriend probably smokes more weed then me but we always toke up at my place together, whenever we're together!
This was my first reaction as well. Why are you staying? It's probably complicated. Know that you deserve more. My guess is that you learned from your first family that you weren't deserving of more. They criticized you and told you that you weren't good enough. You are. You are lovable and capable.
Nope. My wife doesnt smoke, or drink. Never has. Shes from the Philippines, and never even saw it until she met me 20 years ago. She is into running 50 mile ultra marathons, and marathons. I used to be but my knees wont take it anymore. Im 16 years older than her though. I have run 7 ultra cross country marathons in under 7 hours, and a Marathon in 2 hours 38 minutes in the 80s.
Everyone say's "leave," like that's simple. Sometimes you gotta wait to make a graceful exit, especially when kids are involved. Being held hostage isn't always being tied to chair with a gun to your head. This reads like an addictive codependency problem, not so much spousal abuse.
I don't hate my mate & She is dominant. She controls everything including all finances & sex. It gets very difficult sometimes but I am locked into her ownership.
WTF no one needs this crap in there life. if You have to say this about the man your with leave him. Seems you don't have anything good to say about him, Do him a favor and get the fuck out. This sounds like the tip of the ice berg of the shit you hate about him. If I read this and you were my old lady,, then as sad as it is, I think the only way to make you happy would be to put a official end to the relationship now that both parties know your feelings. You should have him read what you wrote, just to be honest, or is this your feelings with ever man your with?
If you want to party with the big dogs try and keep up. lol, JK Grow ur own & U will have plenty. It's why we R here. If you R not very wealthy then spending way too much of your monthly income on weed??? You may have some issues that a little gardening (hard work) can improve your situation, you can even grow food. Actions speak louder than words or passing notes to each other.
