Was sexually harrased by two girls freshman year of high school. It was even during class- an acting class and I was paired with a small group including the two girls. By the way I'm also a girl. Anyway they start teasing me I don't remember what they said but that soon went in to the one bumping into me and then pretty much pushing me around. I was already such a shy girl who was afraid of hurting others I just let them do this, only once did I try to give her a little shove back but not as hard as she was pushing me. This then went into the one girl pushing me up against a wall and rubbing her body all over me and laughing. While this was happening I look behind her and see her little side kick holding up her cell phone video taping it and laughing hard. I eventually got away and ran out in the hall and just cried and cries. I can't help it I have a strong dislike of gay people cause of this and other gay people have hurt me in the past. So sorry to all you out there but I feel I got a pretty good reason.
I was molested and raped when I was younger. I must have been about seven or eight years old, and I have no idea how long it went on for. I only remembered it after I'd started having serious feelings for a guy for the first time in my life (I'd avoided guys the best that I could, and now I understand why). I was raped by my friend's dad, and to this day I still feel that it was my fault because he'd offered me money in exchange. It didn't matter that I changed my mind before he could do anything. The same friend's older brother, when we would "play" together, would get me to strip and lay on his bed so he could touch me. At one point he was screaming things at me, I can't remember what, and holding me down so I couldn't run away. I can't really say that it's affected me consciously. Honestly, I don't think back on it and start having a panic attack or break down crying or anything. I'll tell anyone who asks. I do know, however, that it must have had a serious effect on my behavior. I'm highly sexual, and I have been since I was very young. I tease people without realizing it, but I'm reluctant to actually have sex. I like rough sex, and the best sex I can remember is when my boyfriend and I played out a scenario where he pretended to rape me, then at the end he became my lover. I can't usually tell guys that I was raped, because they'll try to be gentle with me and I won't enjoy it. When I do have sex, even with a boyfriend, I'm always suspicious that I'm being used. When I get close to someone emotionally, I spend a lot of time thinking on what they've said or done to ascertain their intentions, wondering what the odds are that it's all been some intricate scheme to get me into bed before they leave me. I've felt useless and hopeless for the majority of my life, and I've tried to kill myself a few times. I don't feel that I need to "live" with the fact that I was raped, but I do need to do something about the effects it's had on me. For now, I'm dealing with my trust issues. I noticed that after I broke up with my ex I've been reaching out to a lot of people and then pushing them away. If I continue at this rate, I'll just end up alone, and that's my worst fear.
I wasn't raped, but taken advantage of as a little one. My (ex) step dad used to touch on me and rub himself against me. It would start innocent and then he would go too far. I was so young though, knowing what he was doing wasn't right, I craved a father figure so bad. My mother was actually raped and I saw it. It's actually my first memory which is unfortunate. What happened to me doesn't effect me too much. I probably trust males less because of it, but I have a pretty healthy relationship now. I could have gone a different way, though. I had a boyfriend who tried to talk me out of college, and basically tried to get me pregnant when I was quite young, emotionally abusive, and borderline physically abusive. I ended up turning out okay. Professional, well articulated, a decent set or morals, a little emotionally damaged, but who isn't? My mom, on the other hand, is definitely the strongest person I know. She has gone through so so so much in her life, I don't think I could function. but she does okay; however, she deals with depression and is in her late 40s and hasn't had a steady relationship in my life time. I'm sure it deals with the abuse from when she was a child.
On the topic, in the UK theres this ad campaign were a boy is forcing a girl to have sex at a party, with the tag line 'if you could see yourself, would you see rape?' As someone who has a close friend who has been raped it really disturbs me every time the advert comes on, and i imagine her watching it every time being even more affected by it. Now i understand that it serves a purpose, but i must see this advert 3 times a day every day for the last week and feel it is quite inconsiderate to have rape victims having to be reminded of the act by this constant ad campaign...
Nah, was never raped, but when I was about, 6 or 7 years old, we had a babysitter 3 house's down from mine that was always there when I was a youngin'. Good friends of the family just by being neighbors for so long. Well, as I said, she use to babysit me and my brother a couple hours a night when my parents would go out on the weekends. She was probably around 16 or 17 years old at the time and I was about 6 or 7 like I said. There were a couple occasions where she would lay me down on my parents' bed, straddle me & dry hump my cock & take advantage of me for about 20 minutes. Happened several times and I remember being hard as fuck. I was well aware at that age of what was going on because I literally watched my first porn when I was 4 years old (true story, lmao) and I loved it. Looking back at it, and I remember it vividly, I see it as a teenage girl probably experiencing with her horny-ness and going through puberty and just wanted to explore a little bit with the young boy a couple house over if she had the chance to do so. Her family remains friends but haven't seen her for maybe 15 years or so as she moved away and started her own life and is well into her 30's now.
So I stumbled across the forum today while searching for something. I had to sign up and register just to say that I think I love Boats cousin. When she comes through plow that shit! wow.
Was going to make a rape joke, but saw the walls of text, and decided that it was in my best interest not to.
Boatdock, you should write your experiences with your cousin more in depth... Include every juicy detail, please
I'm glad I read this thread; up until now I don't think I've ever actually heard or read someone's personal account of being raped. It's so unfortunate how much it can screw up someone's life. It's good to know now what it can do.
Boatdock: Tease her like your gonne fuck her hell even finger that pussy and right when she starts to pull off your pants stop her and say "im a big boy now" then fuck her brains out. That story is better than porn man congradulations you werent molested you were blessed.