It has just been recently, like the past 4-5 weeks that I have gotten extremely bored with my life. I've never really had many friends, ever. But a few weeks ago I got in a fight with my best friend. He wanted me to go to a car show. It was on a Saturday, I told him earlier during the week that I might go. The day of the car show comes around and to be completely honest, they bore the hell out of me. So I told him the day of the car show that I didn't want to go. He gets angry and what not. I understand how he could be angry. But later that day during the night his friend texts me and asks what I'm doing. I tell him I'm at home and I might hang with my friend that is a girl (not a girlfriend though). Turns out she couldn't come over BUT... About 15 minutes after I tell him that. I hear banging on my basement windows and all over the house. I walk upstairs and watch out my windows that look out towards the street. And just like I thought my best friends car drives by and cirlces my house slowly. It was my best friend (who I told I didn't want to go to his car show) banging on my house. He thought I was with a girl, so to take out his anger on me he tried to annoy the hell out of us. Real mature right? Well a few hours later I called him out on it. And told him how immature it was etc etc. He denied it all. Since then we haven't really talked more then 5 minutes. Also that girl I was going to hang out with that night, who I was getting very close to just stopped talking to me. I wondered why but then my friends told me that she has things with 2 other guys. So I'm sure thats why she shows no interest in me anymore. Now at school I have TONS of acquaintances that I talk to. Like.... I'm never NOT talking to someone during school hours. But they are acquaintances, not friends. I don't hang out with any of them outside of school. Basically the past 4 - 5 weekends I come home and sit at home alone. The only thing I do during the weekends is go to the gym and lift alone. I see a few guys at the gym that I see every time I go there. They are in there 30's - 50's and they are always there alone. I see myself being them when I get older, and thats not a good thing. All weekend I just think about how I want the school week to come back so I will have people to talk to. All the girls that I connect with are either older then me or going to big colleges next year out of state. While I'm just praying, hoping that I will get to go to a community college. . So I see it pointless talking to them or becoming close with them because they are moving out of state in a few months. I'm lonely, bored and clueless as to what do to. This morning I woke up and sat in bed for about an hour thinking of a good reason as to why I should get up. The reason I got up? I was hungry, and a bakery fresh bagel sounded really good. Thats why I woke up. Now I'm sitting here... eating the bagel, posting this thread. I guess I will take a shower then come back on here, lol. Sweet! On Friday my mom even commented about how I have no friends anymore. It was pretty embarassing.