I was just wondering if anyone on here suffers from seasonal depression. I'm now realizing why I guess the winter is such a sad time for me. I've dealt with depression in the past, all year round for quite a while, and it was terrible. Then I met my boyfriend who took me out of that and for the last 2 years with him I've been really happy.. except when the weather turns to complete shit. I never really made the connection until this year that the weather is what seems to be bringing me more and more down. He still makes me extremely happy but I find myself getting a lot more sad then usual and having thoughts that I don't like to think of. And in Vancouver, BC, this weather is gonna be like this for a long time. I just really can't stand anyone except my boyfriend. I find myself being agrrivated by essentially everyone. Funny enough, mostly my 'closer' friends. Why are so many people so close-minded and immature? I can't stand it anymore. My friends see me as someone I'm not, and never seem to take me seriously... In high school I tolerated it, but now I'm getting so fed up with it. It's such a dilemma for me... I don't want to bitch them all out and then have hardy anyone in my life, but I find myself just having negative thoughts when I'm around them. I don't deserve to be treated like shit. It seems that the few friends of mine that I have that aren't as close with me are the ones I hold closer than my 'best' friends. I have a good time with them, I don't feel judged by them. They don't treat me like their last resort, or like I don't have feelings. Fuck people. I guess this post was just to rant.. I don't know. I'm so fed up with everyone.