I just had this bizarre hallucination and it culminated in this real intense mathematical shit going on in my head about how the idea of god is impossible because the idea of perfection is a paradox. This probably makes no sense whatsoever but it might make you laugh, so enjoy this weird theory I came up with: The fact that the idea of (X divided by 0) can exist in the universe it implies a logical imperfection and dischord in the nature of the universe. In this case the universe is referring to existence as a whole, inclusive of thoughts and ideas. So the existence of a logical impossibilities like this signify a deep root of dissonance in the balance of the universe. This lack of balance and prevalence of chaotic paradoxes suggests a lack of intelligent design, when one considers that only a perfect being is capable of pre-existential creation. But since perfection implies an absolute impossibility of chaos as well as freedom to transcend all impossibilies, it therefore contradicts itself and intrinsically flawed in itself. Perfection implies the complete absence of flaws, and yet it is flawed inself. This logical impossibility of true, pure perfection necessary for an intelligent designer to possess in order to be real illustrates that no intelligent designer exists and that chaos envelopes all of existence inself. Hence the presence of copious logical paradoxes such as the concept of morality, free will and identity. The universe is chaos and intelligent design is impossible. Just for background of how this happened... I smoked 2 bowls of kush from my bong, finishing each bowl in one hit, back to back. I just had a trip that I think was almost as intense as being on shrooms. It might have been just as intense actually. I don't know. Fuck. Also wanted to add that I have been smoking daily since the spring, so I don't have a particularily low tolerance. Is it unusual for this to happen?
I had a couple hits of some ok stuff, then a couple hits of some kb out of a hookah and started meditating on a rock. I had one of the most intense trips after it, I woke up to this different reality, where everything had video game graphics, it was crazy. It only lasted for a second but now I meditate everytime I smoke and it usually gets me like 50% higher, its pretty cool.
isnt the idea of zero just a construct though? something used by mathmaticians. I think the idea of a placing a perfect god in history is flawed becuase god at a certain time (whichever you choose) is only written at a point in time and crystalised in a book. Its usualy the ideas behind a real person that are translated to language by the writers. Often over time people translate, misinterprit and fight over ideas usualy rooted in pure goodness. Ideals of behavior towards other living things are often lost in the fight (debate, or whatever way individuals choose to fight). Im sure the root of most regious movements is to not fight with each other, becuase everyone is toghther as human beings somehow people seem to interprit it as a fight between religions. its almost as though they had the answer to a near perfect society, put in in a book and told people how they did it, and noone listened, they fought over interpritations of what the words mean. rahter than following the ideals and feelings as they were origonally intended. under this thinking god is a product of evolution at a point in time. you could concider this order growing out of chaos? just some wierd thoughts
interesting points.. but im not even anywhere near prepared to try to fully rationalize the kind of shit i come up when i am tripping that hard. i guess it seems a lot more profound the way it occured to me then the way i tried to re-tell it, as is often the case. oh well, at any rate it was a pleasant surprise to trip that much off smoking so little. i got some salvia d. today so i look forward to sharing my experience with that soon as well.