Another friend lost

Wow they have anger managent issues.

 

weird, suprised a .22 could actuall kill someone.

 

Sorry to hear about your loss man, the world is a fucked up place sometimes -- hopefully he passed on to something better though.



My next blunt is for ya boy

 

I actually just had a friend die not too long ago also, maybe a week ago. He was jumping off a 45 foot platform into a water hole. It's a place called white rock, they have different sized jumps and a rope swing and shit like that. But anyway he jumped off the platform and was trying a triple ganor. He landed on his head and knocked him out and he drowned. Very sad, one of my really good friends and he was always nice to everyone he met.

RIP Nick Fangman.

 

did he get arrested?

 

I feel ya bro. I've had 2 friends die in a crazy car accident, in the seats right behind me. Had one beg me not to let him die, he bled to death.


At a deal gone bad in Newark, I was shot 3 times, and watched my boy take the 4th bullet, saving my life and giving his.


But I'm not here to brag or gloat about my life and " Oh I've had a tougher life than you" bullshit. I understand What you went through, and it's a horrible feeling.

Having nightmares every night, waking up and wondering why you deserve to be here and they didn't.

It's a horrible thing to deal with. I went through 3 years of therapy between getting shot and the car accident, Doctors tried to give me various sleep aids...

It's like no one understands you. They just see a problem and try to fix it. Not too many people know the feelings we have after witnessing something like we did.

Hope this helps. I would suggest closure as quickly as possible. I still don't have the closure I need, and it affects me everyday.

 

RIP # 33, Rip Bessy and Carter

 

It will if you shoot em in the face. I got a little hole in my right thigh from a .22 pistol. Anywhere but the face and youll probably walk away from it.

 

A kid from my school just got shot too. Its awful. Kid didn't even do anything and someone just shoots him to death.

RIP

 

Im sorry for your losses smooth, I cant say that I know waht it fels like,but hoopefully he has gone to a better place, and you know he is no longer suffering.

peace.

and the rest of you im srry too, I wish the world wasnt such a bad place sometimes, but hopefully we are the ones who can make it a little bit better.

 

"The hardest heart and the grossest ignorance must disappear before the rising sun of suffering without anger and without malice."
-Gandhi