America, why?

Discussion in 'General' started by foxracing500r, Aug 15, 2009.

  1. My friends, this is not really a rant for me, this is a rant for everyone I see, who struggles today. From the mother who has 2 children, and a dead father in Iraq, or the ghetto child, who was born to a crackhead mother, and now he has to fend for himself at age 7.

    This is for those, who are good people, that love their family, and their friends, to get nothing but shit on.


    I am 20 years old, as you all know. I am an old fashioned stoner, older 70's and 80's music fan, I play guitar. Your average Joe basically.


    2006.

    2006 ended with a bang, November was approaching, landlord spiked rent over $500 a month, and it was time to leave Baltimore, and move to West Virginia, in the eastern panhandle.

    September, I was fired for not wearing a hardhat on construction site, worked 2 years with this company, I was a supervisor, and I ran a crew (Yes, at 17), yet I was fired for a offense, that could have talked about.

    2007.

    Happy New Year, finally, as of February, I got a job.......at Walmart. Through the course of 2 years here, I bought a truck, bought rims for another truck. Started smoking weed in Feb as well.

    Transferred positions in Walmart, to become supervisor, but during my training, a manager who didnt like me because of where I was from, he ruined that, by giving me a horrible review, which led to me quiting.

    I came back in DEC, to Walmart, and I started lower than before. Almost supervisor, now stock boy.

    2 months off, without finding another job, made paying for the new truck impossible. Last payment sent Jan 08.

    November 2007, I was Illegally searched by the cops, and was followed by Narcotics everywhere. Later found out, it was the clik I was in.


    2008.

    Its been a long December, and there's reason to believe, this one will suck as well.

    Feburary 2008, I lost my V card to a Redneck bitch, worst shit ever guys. Seriously.

    May 2008, I lost my truck, was repoed. A 13,000 dollar blue book value truck, sold to a dealer at an auction for 2100. I still owe $5400.

    August 08, I lose my job, because a manager promised me an outside job, and then he fleed.

    I have a beef with my buddy, and move out of our crib, to this bitch and her sisters.

    I try to find a job, and cant. Until I start working for Gypsee's, I made $40 a day, for 9 hours of labor.

    I was ladi off in November 08, no more work. So stuck again.

    December 08, "The state of WV, informs you, your license will be suspened for the following: No MVI (Motor Vehicle Inspection) Date: September 27,2007". Now they do this? Over a fucking year later, and for a truck, that was repoed in MAY!!!??


    2009:


    Feb, got my license back, and start a Chinese delivery job. I made $5.50 an hour, and tips. No delivery charge either.

    April, I come back home, and work here delivering pizza for $6.00 and hour, and .25 cent delivery charge.

    July, "The State of WV, informs you, your license will be suspended as of July 28th, unless you pay the fee: No MVI :$249" Keep in mind, this is less than 1 week away, I drive for a living here. So I do everything possible, I work extra, get paid early, and I make it. With $4 left.

    August, Well, my dogs were put to sleep (2), my car loses front and rear brakes, and now, I might not have a job much longer, because I have needed a couple days with my car.






    Final:


    WTF happened?, I mean seriously, I smoke fucking weed. Does God really see that, as equal to what is happening to me? Is it that much of a crime?

    I dont ask for alot in life, infact, I dont ask for shit, but, to be comfertable. I need just enough to pay bills, and get my little baggy of weed. To fix my car at a garage, instead of having the front end of my car on the porch being rebuilt by me.

    I am tired, very tired now. And I have came to the conclusion of this.


    We are all, alone. We are all disposable, and nobody gives a fuck about us. I am trying to make ends meet, but you have people that are worse than I am. That dont have a car, that dont have Foodstamps to buy food.


    WTF have you done America?, We are no longer free and happy, we are tired, hungry, and most of all poor. Help us America.
     
  2. I feel ya bro, god shits all over me for no reason too. I tend to think I was an asshole in a past life, not to bad since im not a starving ethiopian again, but i was definitely at least a prick.
     
  3. Word. And its not just me, man, everyone is hurting. I am someone who always gives, and when I cant, I feel horrible.
     

  4. reminded me of this...

    [ame=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8HSNeHHuQA4]YouTube - Michael Jackson - They Don't Really Care About Us (Banned Prison Version HQ)[/ame]
     
  5. the rich get richer and the poor geteven poorer. I feel yea, before when I thought of my life I always saw my self with a wife. Now day I don't question my future because I know ill be alone.

    I was 17 when I relised this, now here I am at 18 jobless because why hire a 18 yearold when you can hire a 35 yearold man. Shits even rougher for kids looking for jobs.
     
  6. Definitely agree with the OP. I've seen my friend and her roommate going through the same shit. Trying to make ends meet only to be shit on by every possible asshole in this podunk little country. I hope you make it through, man. I really do.
     
  7. sorry to hear all this man. this is one of the downfalls of living in a capitalistic country. some will stomp on whomever to get to the top. leaving most people at the bottom getting shit on.. maybe this socialism stuff might work out for the people on the bottom.
     
  8. I feel ya. Our government spends billions of dollars on NASA and going to the moon and mars. Money should be going to U.S. Citizens who really need it.
     
  9. You seem like a good guy brother. I know this is a fucked up country, where everything is about the top .01% making shit loads of profit, shitting on the little guy. It's an empire, built by the banks to make themselves richer, using the general populace as a tool to make money.

    I just hope karma comes around in your favor, guys like you really deserve it.

    Good luck.
     
  10. Thanks guys. Yeah it sucks balls lol.

    Maybe things will pick up soon, I hope atleast.

    The only thing I have going for me now, is waiting til 21 to get a driving job. Yes, that means, I will finally say goodbye to my girl Mary, for 30 years or so, after that, welcome back sweet leaf.

    But if that doesnt work out, I am fucked worse than a french whore, getting teamed by the Washington Redskins after Draft pick.

    A little over the top, but shit, I am have diploma, nor do I really want one, its a piece of paper. And I have no spare cash
     
  11. #11 DaComeUpCat, Aug 15, 2009
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    I feel you man. Im in the same situation pretty much.

    Im 19, no job, no car, not in school, living with my mom. Its total BS, I was doing good at the beginning of this year. I was in school, getting allowance and had a lot of money and I was very close to receiving a car.

    Then my life went downhill from there. I started gambling with my loan money until all of it was gone. I started doing hard drugs like Fentanyl; I came across a large amount of it and didnt want it to go to waste. My grades began declining from here. Then my grandmother on my dad's side passed away. I was getting into a lot of fights with my dad, but I got into a big one with my dad and step mom over the loan money which meant it was time for me to leave.

    That's when I decided to take the summer off and move back in with my mom. Ive been looking for a job since May and still havent had any luck. I also missed registration for fall semester; I was late in completing financial aid, I didnt apply for a loan quick enough, I didnt take my regents test and my mom and I both didnt have the money to pay for the classes up front. So Im going to miss this entire semester as a result. My dad is going to put a bounty out on my ass once he finds out that Im not going to school this semester.

    So basically, Im fucked. But Im not giving up yet.
     

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