sometimes i think that i have nothing better to do than break the law. People always tell me that im suuuch a pothead, but in a joking way. Im pretty sure they are suggesting that i have nothing to do but smoke pot, and sometimes thats how i feel. I just feel like the only thing im good at is getting high and then im just wasting oxygen. Im not really happy with myself, emotionally or physically, but i feel like i have nothing to do. Sometimes i just feel like getting high/higher. Tell me, grasscity, is it pathetic that i consider loading a bowl for the next morning part of my bedtime routine?
To each their own. Say fuck em bro do what makes ya happy theres a big bussiness for marijuana out there and, if you truly enjoy its presence every single day I'd say make a living out of it, god knows I am. Do what makes YOU happy not them
dude ur not pitiful you just seem depressed in a way. dont worry alot of people are too. just do what makes you happy though. dont worry too much what people say or think of you.
yeah this. btw Houtx, your signature looks like you searched something, most likely Gay, and then it said "Do you mean HouTx" and you backspaced "Gay" and put "the illest" Jk jk, but lol @ your sig.
The people that make fun of others are usually looking for something to make them happy but can't find it. At least u kno what makes u happy and I wouldn't worry to much that its pot. There's a lot worse...like making fun of people to feel better about urself!
Try getting into something physically demanding. It could be as simple as going for a run every night to what I did which is get into Brazilian Jiu Jitsu. I love smoking weed and going to the gym. It makes it a lot of fun and mentally, that kind of excersize helps release endorphins into you're system which will make you feel good. I've come out of a lot of depression without the stoppage of one of my favorite pastimes. Give some sort of physical activity a try for like a week or 2 (it could be a lot of sex?) and see how you feel. I have totally been in your situation a thousand times; so pick up a hobby or physical activity that doesn't require you to stop what you like doing, just make it an extension and I have a feeling you will cease those thoughts about yourself, hell I did and I lost my dad and brother last year. I feel great about myself, and believe me when I say that's a big deal.