I've been a regular smoker for almost 16 years. So I quit smoking weed about 4 weeks ago, and over the last 3 weeks, I think I'm losing my grip on reality. I am remembering events very clearly, things that I did not even do yet I am remembering them as if I were there; seeing the event through my own eyes yet I never did it nor was ever there. But when I sit and start to think about it, I lose all recognition of the event and I cannot recall any of what I thought I was remembering. Has anyone else experienced these types of episodes or should I seek professional help / consoling?
I'll admit that when I'm on t-breaks I tend to be manic, almost psychotic, but false memories never happened to me, maybe you're recovering bits and pieces of childhood memories, or remembering past dreams? (Like that one dream I had when I was really young, that I was cutting my fingers with a kitchen knife, like carrots. It was a dream, but the memory is still vivid in my mind)
[x] noob/new account [x] themed story using stereotypical myths about pot (reefer madness stuff ya know) (sarcasm) yes, do see a doctor. (/sarcasm)
Yes this is a new account because I've never experienced crap like this before and I don't frequent sites like these. I did a google search and stumbled across this site so figured I would chime in with the crap I'm going through. Yeah its possible they could be memories from when I was a child but what I am remembering, I am seeing myself as an adult so that kind of doesn't make sense being that I am seeing people who I know and socialize with today in these "memories" as you so call them. Though, it is possible they are dreams but I tend to find myself in an odd state of confusion when I do remember these "memories" and it really messes with my equilibrium and I sometimes can't tell the difference between these "memories" and reality. And as for you cball, two things. 1. What stereotypical myths are you referring to because I personally have never heard of someone going "mad" as you put it from quitting smoking. 2. I love the banner man, that cracked me up something fierce when I read it.
WAKE UP! Your in the animus! The brain is full of mysterious wonders. Could it be an underlying illness suppressed through the heavy use of weed? You are not going crazy since you seem aware of the issue at hand, but I would advise seeing a specialist about it just to give you some piece of mind. Let us know the results, im quite interested! Sent from my SGH-I337M using Grasscity Forum mobile app
I believe you are experiencing electromagnetic waves being beamed into your head by the government. I recommend constructing an anti-mind control hat with tin-foil. Post back with results.
So I went and saw my psychiatrist this morning and he said it sounds like a type of dissociative amnesia that could have been brought on by serious stress or psychological trauma. Well nothing really stressful or traumatic has happened to me in the last 10 or so years except a cross country move and that was 3 years ago that I made this move. Though these "events" only started happening over the last 3 or so weeks. My doctor did however request I come stay at a medical facility for a 5 day observation and report to make sure this doesn't develop into a type of dissociative identity disorder. I leave on the 26th for Atlanta, GA to attend Anchor Hospital for 5 days of observation. I will let you know how it goes.
Oh yeah, the only real traumatic thing to happen to me recently I suppose, when I was 13, I got into a very serious car accident and I was in a coma for 5 days. A week after waking up, I was released to go home and a week after that, I started smoking weed. So furittus, it could be possible that I suppressed this via smoking weed so soon after this accident and now that I quit, it could be resurfacing. I will know very soon though.
I don't think its going to turn into did (dissociative identity disorder), that would have memory loss effects. And others around you would've definitely noticed something. YouTube DID, you'll be surprised.
Im hoping the outcome is good for you OP, just keep doing things you love! Most people who are crazy dont think twice about what makes them crazy. Since you show an interest in it and your aware of it you should be fine, post back with results man! Sent from my SGH-I337M using Grasscity Forum mobile app