i was always against ciggs but when i get drunk or high i started smoking ciggs. now its like i always want one but i dont kno why. i tell myself not to smoke but i keep saying one more and im finding myself going through a lot
yea thats what has happend to alot of my friends . theyl say im only gonna smoke a cig when im high or drunk , and that lasts maybe a month and there goes another smoker in the world . the best thing to do is just say fuck em all together more money for the sweet buddha
Yeah...the realization stings a bit. I hate being a slave to the damn things, but I love them so much.
I would say that you are addicted. If this just recently started happening then my suggestion is to STOP RIGHT NOW! The longer you smoke, the harder it becomes to quite. Get yourself out of the money-pit-death-trap ASAP! I wish I could, I have tried, and failed, many times.